It's Here....

6 months today my Hero, my Best Friend, and my Sister was taken from me. I miss her so much and it feels like it is only getting harder the longer that she's gone, I don't ever want to forget the way her voice sounds or anything about her.. but I know that she is in a way better place and feeling 100% again. MarShels headstone got installed today (4/14/2010) it really is so pretty and I'm so glad that it's finally here.. my mom did a good job on picking it out and I love the saying.

Missing you so much everyday sister.. I love you!

Jayden with his guardian ANGEL

Me and Jay-de bugs with our HERO

WE MISS YOU MARSHELLY!

LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER

Jayden 1 MONTH

Jayden 1 month.

I can't believe that it's already been 1 month since my WILD and EVENTFUL experience and my life becoming so much better =} I honestly can't imagine my life without this sweet baby boy, we love him so much. Here are a few things I'm loving about Jayden so far:

1. He only wakes up one time during the night at about 3:00am and doesn't wake up again until 6:00am

2. He is really starting to smile so much more and can react to his daddy and I.

3. I love when he coos and starts telling Joey and I stories.. it really is the cutest thing.

4. I love how wild and crazy he gets with his arms.. he loves to move them all around.

5. He loves to just lay on his back and stretch. But you have to be in his sight or he thinks he is being ignored. (oops.. we might already have him spoiled, hehe)

6. He loves his binky. (props for mom =})

7. He loves going for drives but hates his carseat. As long as were going he's okay with it.

8. He is honestly just a good all around baby!

We love you Jayden!!

MY NEW LITTLE FAMILY!

I feel so blessed with my new little family and couldn't be more happy, I love my baby so much and he couldn't be more perfect.. he really is such a good baby. These are a few of Jaydens newborn pictures.. my sister in-law does such a good job. I'm so pleased with all of the photos we did and I'm so glad that they turned out so good. Jayden wouldn't sleep threw anything so he was literally dealing with us the entire time with what we wanted to do with him, I couldn't be more proud of my little baby and how good he was during his first little photo shoot. Joey and I love him so much and couldn't imagine our life without him, he is so much fun.

Thank you so much Tiffany.. I love all of them =}

his daddy loves to swim and is such a fish so I thought it would be cute to get one with his daddys goggles.. I think it turned out so cute.

Joey is a HUGE football fan.. I love both of these photos and really couldn't decide which on to post so I decided to put the black and white and color one on here. Jaydens beanie is the 49er's colors (that's his daddys favorite team)

I ABSOLUTELY love these 3 photos with Joey.. they are so precious to me!

I LOVE HIM!!!

I've been having a really hard time lately now that Jayden has arrived. My sister MarShel would have been so proud of her new little nephew and just seeing her baby sister as a mommy.. It breaks my heart and hurts so much that my baby will never be able to really get to know his aunt MarShel and how perfect of a person she was. I know that he would have loved her so much and they would have been so tight. I miss her so much and it definitely isn't getting any easier.. it gets harder the longer that she's gone.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MARSHELLY and I know that you would have been so proud of me and my little baby.. I miss you like crazy and wish so badly that you could be here with us and in good health. I can't wait to be able to be with you again.. stay close, I need you!